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Y I suddenly jealous de ??? When JE talk 2 me just now .. my heart like cannot breath …. i scare I like him leh…and I jealous when all the girls talk 2 him…just now he talk 2 me .. then he nvr look at me…YW look at him…then I felt jealous …. then after that when I want 2 walk off…he like don’t care me de…I don’t want 2 like him bcoz my friend like him…I cannot say my friend name .. after she know …. i very scare now …. i just cant think anything …. izit … I work with him in sch everytime … and we always do the job together ??? Form 1 … I got like him … but now no more … suddenly … I felt jealous …. haizzz …… my heart cant breath…but when I talk 2 others boys .. my heart can breath …. when I like a boy … my heart will not breath de …. i very scare …. the thing that I scare is my friend will know and she will hate me .. and my assistant monitor job…I feeling like quiting … and give 2 my friend …. i wonder what will happen …. bcoz JE is the monitor …. my brain started 2 confused …. i do...

This stupid girl YW….in sch just now…when teacher say who nvr bring or nvr do the homework…must stand up….then some students stand up……then everyone just don’t care…on that time I helping my friend do it..coz my friend, A, she nvr do..so I help her…that stupid girl so busybody say 2 me... SHIT YW à wei…stand up la..nvr do…. Me à I do de la….(continue my work) Then for awhile….she say.. SHIT YW à oii….stand up la..dont lie la…nvr do wan… Me à I DO DE LA …. WANT ME 2 SHOW U ???!!!(in heart said..stupid shit..) After that….awhile more….J..asked me to stand up…actually she shouldn’t ask me…coz that time I was in a bad mood de…coz of that stupid busybody girl…then I lost my temper…I say loudy…” I DO DE LA….Y DON’T BELIEVE ???!!!” Then after awhile….when that STUPID BUSYBODY SHIT GIRL …asked me… SHIT YW à WEI….STAND UP LA.. DONT LIE DE LA. .NVR DO…STAND LA…(show her hand 2 me….) Me à I DO DE LA….WANT ME 2 SHOW ARR….HUH??? STUPID IDIOT….SHIT!!!!!!!!! ( W...

Yesterday… is my most bad day….haizz….then when I said aeiou is “an” my friend don’t believe….she go and ask other student…then he said aeiou is ”a”….. she go and tell me say “aeiou is “a” la…not “an”….u arr” she said me like this… then I don’t care…I said” fine…u do urself la…up 2 u”… then she starting 2 say me stupid…. then I ask my another friend A….ask her don’t care B(who said me stupid)…then A said nvm la..small matter….then when JE ask B “what happen 2 her” then B said I ask her something then she scold me…stupid wan” she la stupid rite??? Listen 2 ppl..nvr listen 2 me…then ask me 4 what…somemore when B ask A what is this…then A tell B the answer….then B said…” I tot like this…”then I ask A again 2 don’t care B…B said “ I am not talking about u and not talking with u la” stupid wan….then at the end of sch….A talk 2 B….B said me stupid again…”said stupid hsiu yun”…coz I ask A 2 don’t care B…so B say me stupid….am I stupid??? She r th...

Haha….today when I on9…I saw my good friend….so happy eh…lolzz….. i miss him…T_T…lucky he reply me back…..haha….. so happy…I so glad he happy too….now I writing…he is chatting with me…hehe…. i told him funny stuff…so funny la….donno how 2 describe….haha….then today leh….. sad lor…In sch…I so jealous….my friend la…. she go and help the girl that I don like….keep her hp….so jealous… 1 more time she do that I don’t care her de….i go with my another friend….haizzz…..my another friend better….hmm…don’t care….bluek…=p who read this they know the feeling….hahaha….

Haizzz……I failed my science again….i very sad leh…the rest all ok la….but I still sad..how 2 sit 4 PMR ??? I now very of science..and I scare my parent scold me….haizz….since primary also I failed…..i think la…I might get only 3-5 As….haizz….i quite confident of my English and Malay languages….Mathematics…I am not sure….it is not consisten yet….haizz….this Mid-Term….i drop….except my Geography improve…I haven’t know others yet…..i hope my trail will get much more better and PMR the best…it is all 4 my parent…..haizz….and I think I failed because of I cheated..i told one of my classmate my answer and I heard him pass…quite good his science results…I am regretted.. and I promise I wont do it again..whoever calls me during examinations ..i will ignore they calls…who read this must wish me good luck eh…I am very scare now…especially my science…history is more harder than science…but I usually got my history result..better than my science results…people get score more marks for their s...

I still sad 4 my grandma…..but never cry already…hope I will be ok soon…because want back to school….going back to hometown on Friday….this is the last…..haizzz…. I hope I can study lor…concentrate in studies….in tuiton yesterday…I didn’t concentrate fully…haizzz…..day by day I will be happier….hope so lor…getting better day by day….now my mommy is at hometown….lolzzz…..i miss her too…everyone I miss la….funny la….the most I love are my daddy mommy….grandma grandpa…..and my siblings… hehe……hope they are health too…..=) muackss….

Haizz…. My grandma just pass away 2 days ago..i cry and cry and cry the whole day…haizz…..i tot she will recover from coma….but in the end she pass away….i really love her very very and the superb very much….i keep on thinking of her….yesterday I dreaming about the past….i remember that I give her eat bread when she stayed with me…and she say very nice…she brag at my mommy say I very good and nice girl…somemore she say I make the bread very nice…I remember I put jem and butter…..she laugh at me….haizzz……I cry again…..i don’t know la….i just really cant forget the past….haizz…. I hope she is in my heart forever….. she also take care of me when I small…..then she also take care my lovely rabbit…..but now no more rabbit because she very tired lor…I haven’t even give back what she done for me…and she leave me……I hope she in peace now with god…..haizzz…I write this also want cry already…..i hope she remember me too…..i love u grandma……I hope next time we can meet too….muackss…..love u muc...