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i'm dreaming for last 2 weeks

i already dream..what to do??? i already done everything to him..what should i do??? i laughed and happy when i talk to him. sometimes, i dream of him.lol i laughed again. wow...sometimes i can see him in real life. but he stay very far. past 2 weeks, i have been talking to this boy. he is caring, good hearted and nice to me no matter what. whenever i angry of him(pretend only)..he will never scold me. i cant tell his name..haha... i thought i was dreaming... i thought i went to heaven to see another suitable boy... but i thought that it wasn't a dream at all.. after all, i look back at the time and date.. past 2 weeks of holiday... on monday i went 1 utama with my best friend... haha..funny girl..but things want to change..end up never change..lol wow...go until so late... daddy also asked why so late.. until i cant go to a game..my favourite game in facebook. haha.. i was busy and keep playing this 2 weeks. i have already started school. well, tomorrow i have school... i just blo...

nothing is possible...

i'm here... i already tell him that i like him... but he did not like... okie...nvm... but now i really wanna forget the person i like... but is very hard.... i try... i do everything that must do.. no one cares me... i dont bother... my attitude is getting worst... full of hatred to friends.. i dont want get hurt anymore... i dont want love anyone or i dont like anyone anymore... i only love my parents... i have this friend.. so good to me hope he is beside me... i treat him as my best friend... so kind... quite handsome also..lol and more...... and now i gonna tell him a story... i will write more soon..=P just wanna tell that.. the boy i like... the boy i love never ever like me or love me... but... the boy i dont like the boy i dont love... ever like and love me... i dont like this to be happen.. but it is fate... so i dont want to hurt myself anymore.... in my eyes.. i only know GOD can do this... i cant do anything.... got to go...write more soon..