I still do not understand what I need..=(
i still do not know what i need right now... right now and right now..=( i really need someone beside me... but i still do not know what is that or who is that... it's suffering... something or someone is not beside me right now... i feel so hurtful and lonely.. my life now.. something or someone is missing from me.. =( something or someone important... i am still waiting and figuring out what or who is that... * God...please bring me to the thing i need as fast as possible...can or not???* it's very very painful...and torturing...T___T something or someone is very far away from me.. everyday i dream about it... but i still can feel it's still very blur.... i really want to know... i really want to feel... i really want to hold... maybe i need someone who i loved... this feeling is very torturing....suffering...painful... whenever i see things related to me... my heart will just drop... T____T i want... i want...... i want......... make it don't leave me....pleaseee....