i don't know is it real or not.. ='(
i really feel pain.... seriously pain... my stomach.. ='( i feel stomachache.. like gastric.. i got eat... but why still pain~~ ='( my head also... why still pain.. ='( needle poking my stomach... T_T i got sickness is it??? i just scare to tell mummy daddy.. ='( what happen to me??? ='( i don't want people to worry me anymore.. i really got eat lunch and dinner.. breakfast also got.. my stomach is like something poking me.. ='( very pain... is like i have to sleep when i feel pain... ='( my head not so serious.. my stomach very pain... i don't want to die...='( i want to live longer... although my heart still not yet heal... but i still want to live longer.. ='( i am just 19 years old... i want to live longer.... i don't want to live in the next world alone..='( i don't want to be lonely and alone again... ='( if can i will be with Buddha lor... <3 i just don't dare to tell mummy daddy.... sigh...