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i miss someone... he is my good friend.. so long nvr talk to him... i have different feelings.. hope it is not true... i dont want to like any boy seriously.. coz i scare i got hurt badly... if i like a bit.. i might be hurt abit.. but... if i like more.. it will be much hurt.. i get it b4.. since i were young.. i no experience yet... so when i dont like the person and he likes me..i just simply be with him.. i dont understand people's feelings yet at that time.. i hurt him... then when i like the person, and the person dont like me.. i will be hurt... of coz...i only know that now... the boy who likes me..i dont even like them... the boy i like...he dont even like me.. feeling like crying... feeling so depress... it's too late..i know.. but i cant sleep. because i wanna play pc and wait for him... long time no see him too.. ~~~~~~~~~~

Spm..finish… Yeah…:=D Happy…hehehe…. Hmmm…. Lol..i don’t know what to say…. I did my ekonomi asas okie only lar.. I don’t know can score or not.. SHIT LAR.. I do something wrong to the pc de… Scare gor gor scold.. Scare cant play… Finish exam de then come so sui lar.. =( I scare… I go put the cd in the cd rom then suddenly ‘pak’ I open cant open de.. Need change.. SHIT! Gor gor going to scold me.. I don’t know why also.. When I put the cd suddenly like this.. I don’t dare tell him..=( I hope my gor gor know how to change.. Coz another cpu got cd rom.. Then can use…but the cpu spoilt de..cant use.. Shit lar.. I scare kena scold like hell…. =( so sui…

on friday 17 december.. i was not feeling well.. damn...cant go driving.. coz of my health thingy...:( i hope next week i go and take my driving.. faster get a P license then i can go work.. part time job to earn money... daddy said i must finish my driving 1st.. i was regretted not taking on august..:( nvm...just hope i can take fast and complete..:D i wanna get P license and go part time job for 4 months.. i wanna earn money and get experiences....heeesss:P:P i'm taking may intake to college... So...i was thinking i wanna work lar.. on saturday which on 18 december and which was 2 hours plus ago.. i woke up early..had breakfast..then study study study... why my spm still havent finish yet...sad case... i  should just drop ekonomi asas... regretted.. daddy mummy said dont drop..just take and study.. so long my spm.. every of my friends had finish their spm.. most of my close friends had finish..and they r enjoying now.. i wanna too..:(:( then in the afteroon..eat lunch..nope..nvr...

                                                           hmm..i was studying that time and just take my picture for fun..HAHA!=P i was bored on that time....>< so i just take for fun... i'm thinking hard.. trying to remember all facts... as much as i can remember...>< my next and last exam will be on 20th December 2010... i hope i can do well....                                                           dreaming and try to remember...HAHA >< i was taking picture with my pyjamas..haha... i'm using mummy's phone to take...just few d...

my teddybear posing :D =D                                                                                      nice right??? i love him :P                                                    O.o...Tiger is sooo damn cuuuteee...=D                                                      to Tiger >>> pose more please...

i… getting more nervous.. exam is coming again.. O.O I wanna put my picture here.. But I scare no time.. Need edit and put some lame pictures.. Maybe next week.. Haha.. Yesterday went to aunty’s house at cheras.. Walao.. My niece damn noisy till I cant study.. Lol.. She damn funny and cute.. But too noisy de.. Study also cant study.. Then.. I wanna watch tv.. Cant watch..=( Sad case… Anyway.. I got to go study… Regretted.. Should just drop ekonomi asas.. Argh! 20 th December only finish.. damn long lar.. I want faster finish.. Got to go study.. Take care everyone..=D

I want finish fast… I have a lot of things to do.. =( err… I have just realized something.. Think before u do it.. Right??? i take my picture… but I don’t know how take.. all mostly not nice wan..lol I scare not nice..haha… Anyway… Spm gonna finish.. I know some student finish de.. I haven’t yet..>< One more…next week Monday.. o.O finish faster…. To tell u the truth.. I don’t really need a bf.. Coz it will hurt my feelings.. And when breaking up.. Either one of us sure hurt.. Like I wanna break up with u.. U will feel hurt.. And like u wanna break up with me… I will feel hurt.. That’s the thing.. I only want friends.. Although I have an admirer.. A boy I like.. Nearby my house.. Around PJ..but..! I just treat him as my close friend.. Coz.. He can anytime hurt me.. But until now he still treat me good.. That’s why I still like him..=D I don’t need a boyfriend… If I don’t marry also I don’t mind.. But I like kids..>< So I have to marry.. But if I’m someone else.. Maybe no...

o.O I was busy…yea… So many things happen this fews days. Sorry I did not manage to blog..lol.. Er.. My science was average only.. But I don’t know can score or not.. I super scare lar.. Goodness.. When taking results.. Sure very bad de.. My feelings tell me that I might not get good results.. =( then on Friday..i starting to do accounts.. but just few hours.. hehe..i watched tv..LOL Saturday.. Er.. I went out I think.. I forget de..LOL… Yar..i went out..xD.. Went to tesco.. About the buns..haizz.. My parent nvr believe me at all.. I said the bun will got discount at 11pm .. Mummy still ask the counter there… And the lady says 12am .. Well.. In the end we nvr buy.. Coz finish.. I was so angry and feel so hurt.. No one believes me.. Everytime I say this and say that.. No one believe me.. Is it that I’m damn stupid or cannot be trusted??? Mummy says to make sure.. Fine..i know.. I might be wrong.. But I asked de.. If wrong also then I say I’m wrong.. I’m sorry lor.. Anways…nothing lar...

I was hoping I can do my icrt well..but in the end..i cant do..:=( I don’t know why…haizz..so depress….i had sacrifice ict just for maths in order to get an A…so hard u know…I want maths A.. Daddy ask me try to get maths A.. I have tried my best… I hope I can do well… Hopefully my ict I can get at least credit… Please lar..God please help me. I’m very scare… My memory is not good… Or maybe I read not enough… But seriously.. My memory is not good… Very fast forget.. And.. Ict spm was very hard for me… During normal exam.. I just study like that..i feel easier and not so much pressure like spm.. I just don’t know why… I hope my maths get an A and my ict least get a credit… Please… I bet you teacher.. Whoever marks my paper.. Please be more kind… I know I got the 30 marks for my ict already.. But doesn’t mean that u have it.. U can get an A easily.. NO! U must also do properly in exam.. I know is over.. But I just worry.. Haizz.. 2moro moral.. hopefully I can do.. I will study the moral ...

Yesterday.. After 1 st paper of sejarah.. I went out 7/11 with friends.. Wow.. So fun.. And.. I bought maggi mee cup..lol And.. It is sooo nice.. I also brought my book there to study.. Lucky I rmb to bring back.. If not die oo.. My friends actually wanna eat pizza hut..or dim sum.. Or dunno lar.. Haha.. Then.. In the end go 7/11 But it is very fun being with them.. They are my close friend anyway.. After buying.. We are like waiting.. And I was so blur… ‘where is the hot water ah’?? LOL.. Then I know where lar.. Just beside only..haha.. Then take already.. We wait.. Like 10 minutes>??? I have my watch so I check out the time.. Argh… Hot… Burning myself.. Lol.. But I can stand the heat.. And I was so hungry.. It was delicious.. 1 st time eating.. but.. quite expensive.. heheee… anyway… we went back around like 9.55am .. gonna start exam. My friends left me after that..=( Half way doing sejarah paper 2.. They all ciao de.. So after school I walk alone.. So sad..=( But..nvm.. The...

I’m done..=D=D=D Done done done… Not done in finishing spm lar.. Goodness…=D I don’t know whether I can pass or not.. I need hint… But nobody give.. Yes.. I need to depend and answer by my own.. So.. I never cheat or copy… I did my best… Any results also I already did my best.. Just do it.. Do you know what am I talking actually??? I’m talking about my 3 rd paper.. LOL History.. Paper 1 was hard.. And I was sleepy.. Paper 2 was hard too.. And I’m quite sleepy.. But I keep shaking my head.. Because I’m sleepy… I was patient.. And.. I was.. Panic at 1 st .. But I patient again.. U do know.. I’m not patient.. Hahaha… But anyway.. It’s over.. I hope I can get at least pass.. GOD PLEASE HELP ME..>< =D But then… Lucky I patient.. Hahaha.. Fine.. Now... Sejarah is over.. No need to headache.. Nice.. I also don’t know what to talk now.. My head is so pain..lol mmm… hmm… in school.. when I was doing my sejarah paper 2.. keep writing wrong thing.. and keep ‘clashing’ oh well… goodness...