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semester 5 is coming... next week, 18 september 2012 i hope i can focus... to the maximum level... what i was thinking whole time... i want to change myself start from semester 5.... i hope i can cope up every subjects and get at least B, better to get A.... i promise myself to focus... focus 100% in my studies.. no more conflict in my life, no more relationship in my life... no more misunderstanding in my life, nothing!! i said nothing means nothing!! i don't want anything happen to me anymore... i want focus on studies, as i focus during my low and high school... especially relationship... i don't want... don't want anymore.. =( hurt my feelings only... i hate it, i hate it!! =( affect my studies only.... somemore affect my daily life... don't want forgive the person who hurt me...=( coming this semester 5, i hope i can go to gym and exercise.. haha..hopefully no one will laugh at me.. because i am very very fat..LOL.... i want to be thinner.... i want...

this was last time photo.. xD... i know my first picture is not nice... haha... 2nd picture... err for me not bad lar.. lol.. i just post my last time picture....

yes.. people are helping me... it's hard to move on... but i guess i will try my best to move on... i guess i want to be single until i graduate... i don't want any hurt... i don't want any conflict about relationship anymore because really affect my studies... i am currently in diploma... semester 5 is coming.... no one knows that i still love him..especially my family.. because i never show out... they thought i already forget the feelings for him... only my 3 close friends know... two of them are girls.. one of them is boy...i guess he also know..lol but confirm those two girls know i still love him... one of my friend.. i known her since standard 1... hmm.. she knows me very much... i guess the way she sees me it's hard to move on my life.. but i will definitely try... i promise to everyone especially to God up there... i am sorry that i split my feelings all around to everyone.. it's because i don't want to keep inside my heart...it's r...