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usually holiday during semester break.. i'm sure not happy wan.. because i have no freedom... cannot go anywhere by myself.. when i want to go, my parents sure ask.. where??? what i do??? and also sometimes... don't go...or just say...'you go lar' it's so rude until I tell myself.. there are no more asking them to go out anywhere... i felt frustrated when i see my friends posted in facebook.. that they can go out with their friends/boyfriends/girlfriends or either can enjoy where they want to go.. what about me??? i'm already 19 years old this year.. i still go out with family... yes...i do love going out with family.. i really love... but can't they just understand that they should give me some freedom... let me go out and work or make friends...or whatever lar... let me do what i like during holidays... of course i don't do such stupid things.. i'm not stupid okey... i do know what's right and wrong... i want faster time...

Since 3 years I never like or love anyone until so serious… At the last time I got hurt is when I was form 1… That was when my friend told me that two boys like me. Then one of them talk with me through online and ask me to meet at bookshop… I keep waiting for him everyday during recess… But he did not turn up.. So I got quite sad because it is like I got cheated.. Then another boy… The way he talk with me is like very caring for me.. But I don’t know him more yet… So I don’t really bother him.. And I don’t know him that time until he said ‘Hi’ to me… I was so innocent..yes..this is true because I did not think properly… I was immature too…because I did not pick a boy who is caring for me.. That time, my feelings… I just want a handsome (1st), kind (2 nd )… End up I got hurt.. My friend told me that he went off to overseas… And yet… After few months, I had a very good friend, and started to like him, For many months, we talk together… I started to like him.. End up I got hurt too, b...

this few days i did not talk and spend time with you.. i miss you so much.. i do not know what happen about you.. i cannot say out here.. just between us.. i know it is a secret... but, is it... you want to study until aim your graduate ( as you wish ) ??? i still confuse what you want to do now... the problem now is you know, i worry you go back so late... i worry i worry i worry... i know you will not read my blog here.. but i telling you, i want to study until diploma only because i want to go there stay with you.. no one can help me anymore.. i did asked my parents.. i want go there.. they just hurt me.. they do not get what i want.. they always against me.. hurt me so badly.. so when my diploma finish.. and graduation done.. i will go to Penang and continue my degree with you ( if you want to ) this make me feel better... i know..another 1 year plus... another 4 more semesters ( 2 short semesters ) ...................................................................................