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sometimes, people don't understand other people's feelings... they want to do what thing, they just do... why can't they understand that person feelings??? can't they feel??? hurt??? angry??? sad??? depress??? or whatever??? some of them feel it before also want to do it again... never think of other people feelings... seriously i am feeling now... so hurt... so hurt and so hurt... why people don't understand my feelings wan.. when i truly love that person, that person never appreciate... when i treat a person good, that person go over my head... why??? but if i treat that person bad, he/she will say i bad girl... then what you want me to do??? everything also cannot... this and that i do and say also cannot.. i just release my feelings only ma.. also cannot meh??? if cannot say out here, then what should i do??? keep inside my heart??? let my heart suffer??? i don't want my life to be so short.. i want to live longer... i want to take care...

exams coming, but it's fall around christmas and happy new year.. ='( somemore.. my exam results also so bad this time.. what is wrong with me??? ='( i never put enough effort??? i don't know... i just think of quitting this course, but i cannot... i have to think of my parents feelings also... i scare they angry if i keep failing.. ='( i scare they say me useless... what should i do??? i have no more road to go..='( no one can help me.. V_V i help myself so much already.. but  why still the same?? ='( hmm... i must try to work harder and harder.. maybe change strategy.... ^O^ hmm..='( hopefully my parents don't angry of me... haizzz.. sad.... =( this year really is a terrible year for me.. so many negative things happened to me.. how nice if i go back to 2011... i love that year...