my feeling is very down!! ='(
time just passed 8 months only...i still need to wait another 2 years to live with him..=( i really love you...please do not leave me... last time when i was in high school and form 1, i have a boyfriend too. i got hurt quite badly and he disappointed me. So, I tell myself do not get into a relationship until I finish study... I have been single around 3 years since high school. Now, I'm 18 years old and I really love this boy. I really do not want him to leave me like that. Even though, we have not meet yet but I keep thinking just awhile only. I hope he can wait for me too. The problem now is I cannot go to his place NOW! IT'S MY SEMESTER BREAK! I cried whole night thinking 'why my parent just do not want me to go and visit my beloved???' They do not know that I have a boyfriend. then my mum keeps asking me to study 1st. Not easy to get a kind boy okey. He is seriously my type. Whenever I feel sad or lonely, he is always there for me. He did not even count anyt...