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it's been two months i never talk with you de.. where have you been??? i know... you don't want talk to me already right??? but i really miss you.. i want hear your voice again... but i promise you, i will study hard and always listen to mummy daddy.... if you really don't want me in future..i cannot do anything... but now... my feelings still very deep for you.. i just don't know why... everyday i dream about you.. i couldn't stand anymore.... my friends or digi msg me also, i thought is was you.. but actually not..i just keep in my heart... I WANT TO BE A SUCCESSFUL WOMAN... i promise.... myself.. -.-..lol i will aim.. get good results.. i do not know whether you come view my blog.. but to tell the whole world.. i really miss you... i hope you are fine.... i also don't know why you do this to me... just that... i don't know.. ='( life so complicated.... T_T if i say out your name.... i scare you don't like... but.... i mi...

why lecturer never tell us earlier 9.30am class??? i got to wake up so early and i thought i am late already for class.. but not late la.. hahaha... always on time wan.. hmmm... ='( then i cannot come back home... 9.30am class until 11am... then i have to stay back in college.. study until nearly 4pm then go for lecture.. then i come back alone.... no one accompany me come back.. i feel so lonely.. i nearly cry.. >< cry baby... -.-... lame... anyways, going to watch tv....then go sleep lor.. tomorrow will wake up early and do my work... i really hope this time i can get a better results... i feel that people around me now start to don't like me.. is it I'm not intelligence enough??? or what??? i do not know... ='( people around me now, are like don't like to mingle around with me... not all people la... some people only.. so i have a few friends only lor... ='( my life now so lonely... why you go away from my life..~~ >< ...