Friends, relationship, and family..
Which one should I say out first?? My feelings is so weak right now.. I don't know what to do.. :( I couldn't even concentrate in my class. I told some of my friends in college. None of them don't give a damn on me.. what the heck man.. :( So sad.. :( Ok.. well... i just wanna release my feelings.. :( now I realize that my friends are just using me... I know my personality is bad.. I don't know how to be better.. but I just wish that people can accept who am I... why must see outer not inner??? :( what I mean is people always see appearance not attitude/behaviour... so sad.. :( My feelings told me that my friends are just using me all along.. but I just couldn't accept it... arrrhhhh... I feel so stupid... Why can't I accept it??!!! If I keep thinking 'nonono' , end up I will be the one hurt... whenever they need me, they use me.. whenever they don't need me, they just treat me like garbage... sad.. really sad... I'm a human w...