i felt devastated ='(
i don't know when only my heart can cure from this painess... how do you feel if you really love a person and have to let go everything??? it's torturing and painful... it's been so many months and i still cannot forget the past... every midnight, my mind suddenly think back of the past... people outside see me happy, but what they actually see??? they just see the fake feelings of mine... it is true... my true feelings is i still keep everything in my heart... i just love this person so much.. i care for this person so much.. i scolded.. i angry.... i jealous.. it's all because i too love this person... only this person is not realizing how important to me... how precious... when this person has anything bad... my heart really feel very pain... example, when this person sick, when this person being scold by parents..or other people... if other people, i really want to smack and scold them.. i really angry if anyone scold or say bad things to my lov...