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i still cannot forget him... i don't know why... i just too love him.. my feelings keep asking me to wait for him to come back... what should I do??? everyday my heart very pain... i am childish.. i am small kid.. what he said was true..i am small kid.. never grow up.. never grow to be mature.... he asked me to forget him... but i still cannot.... i don't know why...... i know i got to move on.. but my feelings and instinct said study first.. and wait until i go to Penang... he might find me back.... i don't know... ='( very depress now... my studies were affect terribly...='( pressure.. i feel like want to go drink beer... but i don't have enough money..lol i want to forget everything... ='( but how can I do??? anyone give me a solution??? you just tell me what to do... i tried and tried.. but still fail.. ='( please help me.. ='(

it hit me like a ton of bricks to my chest it's something that i never would of guessed that you would be walking out that door all the times i shared with you it was the best i never would of thought you would of left don't wanna stick around with me anymore now i, i wish you would of told me why, instead of just up and leaving before you said good-bye if you ever love someone.. everyday it seems like rain is falling down but nobody ever seems to be around these pictures are bitter sweet memories holding my head from pain that doesn't go away and every morning i see your face baby cos my mind forgets that you're not here now i, i wish you would of told me why, instead of just up and leaving before you said good-bye if you ever.. nobody wants to live alone and if you've been touched by the words from my heart then you know if you ever.. if you ever really love somebody what do you do when you lose somebody this o...