heartbroken NOT angry
I never angry to my best friend, unless she really did something ridiculous to me..lol.. just that, i was very heartbroken that she choose another person instead of me.. i wonder did she ever treat me as her best friend??? last time, i mean previous semester which is the 6th semester, whenever go to lecture, i want to sit with her, she let me to... even Moral she let... but what about now??? she is like avoiding me sitting with her.. i know, she wants to sit with that person.. but why when I ask first for today, she is like never think of my feelings??? whenever she has problem, she tells me, asking me what to do. how to solve.. but whenever she don't have, she is like pushing me away.. since i told her that i'm a repeat student, she acted differently.. it's like not my best friend anymore... we did have fun together... but i feel it is empty... do you know what is the meaning of 'empty'??? means i don't feel any special feelings... i know..i...