no matter what happens... !!
i will try my best to live my life until i die... i will not do stupid things... sometimes i think of ending my life.. but why not now??? because i too love my parents... i scare i make them suffer whole life.. and i also want my life to pay back for my previous life.. if i never pay back for my previous life, i don't know how to face to Buddha/Guan Yin when i go for my next life.. so people.... please do not do stupid things.. as for me...i am still hurt..my heart still very ache.. it's been 3 months... i still thinking and missing this person... but i have to let go.. because there is no hope anymore.. i should proceed my studies.... if we have fate,we will meet again... if Buddha/Guan Yin don't want us to meet again, then we might meet in the next life.. i still love this guy..silently.. no one knows... until i have a new 'creation' by Buddha/Guan Yin.. then i will forget this boy... but so far..nobody... and i do not want any relationship anym...