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2day…donno y I so sad…..did I just seen my grandma in my mommy’s hp??? Haizzz…I just cannot 4get about her…when I see her…my heart feel hurt…very sad….. What happen 2 me??? Can anyone tell me??? What happen 2 me??? I tot I can 4get the past..but I just cannot….what happen 2 me..what happen!!!…;( Y I cannot 4get the past??? All the sadness I cant 4get…. The memories I cant 4get…….i want 2 4get but cannot..i feel so sad…. It is painful….serious….serious…serious….no one knows how I feel now… ;( Only the person who close 2 me……u al don’t know who is he/she

2day my dear gor gor come back quite late lor…so can on9 very long lor…haha…bluek=p…naughty…..haizz….but still scare of my results..nvm..just trial….LoL..haizzz….. 2day maybe I feel happy… Because I met a new friend…haha..his name is Issac..20 years old..LoL… He kinda funny n cute lor…hehe… 1 st 1 st …I tot my another friend..coz I wan 2 get him back…my friend nudge me ma..so I nudge back…haha… Nvm lor…get new friend better….haha……hope out relationship will last long… Moreover we stay at Selangor …we can meet..LoL…funny… I will bring puppy…and maybe will buy too…LoL…bluek… Quite boring lor 2day…coz my best friend nvr on9..sms him oso nvr reply..T_T..sad… I wonder where he go…nvr reply me……T_T.. Sure go out with my jie jie..hmm..i jealous..he don’t know…..hmm…hmm….so sad…. Nvm la…I don’t care…bluek…jealous swt….i can do other thing..haha…LoL… I just copy Rainie Yang picture…so many….gosh… I want 2 copy cut...

Get 2 know more about my attitude??? Haha….i just found out some..=.=””” I like 2 smile 24 hours…………( sleep of coz don’t have ) I also like 2 laugh 24 hours lor..everytime happy wan…( sleep of coz don’t have) But Once I sad ……… My happiness can go BYE BYE lor… I will be very very very very very sad lor…. Maybe few days…depends on my feelings and conditions… I will keep it as secret if not related with my family…. That wan just happy n sad..hmm……. And I don’t like people insult me wan…bluek… Because…when they insult me..they gonna get themselves back…haha….. Means…I will get them back…insult them back…KAO KAO….haha Usually my mood good..n I will be happy… See the conditions wan la…..and my future…. And I also very fast jealous… Especially like…a boy that I like go out with another girl…or either he do some stuff 2 make me jealous lor..like that lor……sure sad wan.. Haha….if u all oso sure sad ri...

My attitude actually not that good…I only treat people good if they treat me good….LoL…hey..but I am telling u all..although u all treat me bad..i still tear u all good…my attitude just very fast angry when bad mood or either no mood…also very pamper.. hehe… but people cannot climb my head ad…and I also can see people whether they cheat me anot…I can see through their emotions..some can some cannot lor…u think I am God meh??? LoL…this post I am telling about my attitude only… I also very shy…shy to wear….so called “sexy clothes”…LoL….not funny la…I know u all will laugh at me…bluek…ilaugh at u all 1 st …hmm….maybe I still childish..no one knows about my attitude oso…haha…I know la..most of these girls now like 2 wear such clothes…but me..NOT…AND NEVER>. I also like 2 act cool and act naughty..LoL…but I don’t think I act lor..coz my attitude like this..T_T…. Hmm…the most I don’t like is when I jealous…people got this thing and I don’t have… And on that time I will ...

Exam finish de…but I feel my results sure very bad lor…T_T…last minute study…haha…I de do my timetable..but don’t know got time anot…wuwu…. I hope I can still post my blog here….after PMR…don’t worry…I can write my blog de..haha….see the future la..aiyo…haha……=.=””” Laugh only I know… Hehe…my friend very funny….but..i hope his results in his examinations will be good lor….hehe…..he is my best friend o.O…..but I still like him..LoL….hmm…anyway..i will treat him as my best friend 4ever…support him always..LoL…I scare he read this until he ask me..haizz…better don’t say de….haha…. Best Friend 4ever… My Buddy…=p Mickey Mouse Face… ^_^

This post should be at 9 August 2008.. =.=””” Sorry because late post… =p I just realized that generation in family is very important. I can feel that 2 months ago, my grandmother passed away. I felt very depress and just think about her. Everyday every hour, every minute and every second. I wander how i want to go on with my life then… After 2 weeks, I feel not really sad, just my heart very sad, still thinking of her… what she had done for me since when I small n whenever I went 2 her village… I really think that next time..maybe I going to help her and take care of her… when I can afford to buy everything..include my parents too…But it is too late… Now…yesterday..which is 8 August 2008…my mommy receive a called from my uncle…he said my grandfather is critical already….(his sick) So I just worry..i tought he would be okay..beacuse everytime he admitted to hospital..he will recover… then after few minutes…receive a call again…I just scare…my mommy said my gran...