Sadness Of Life
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9 August 2008..=.=”””
Sorry because late post…=p
I just realized that generation in family is very important. I can feel that 2 months ago, my grandmother passed away. I felt very depress and just think about her. Everyday every hour, every minute and every second. I wander how i want to go on with my life then… After 2 weeks, I feel not really sad, just my heart very sad, still thinking of her… what she had done for me since when I small n whenever I went 2 her village… I really think that next time..maybe I going to help her and take care of her… when I can afford to buy everything..include my parents too…But it is too late…
Now…yesterday..which is 8 August 2008…my mommy receive a called from my uncle…he said my grandfather is critical already….(his sick)
So I just worry..i tought he would be okay..beacuse everytime he admitted to hospital..he will recover… then after few minutes…receive a call again…I just scare…my mommy said my grandfather had leave the world de….that day was the Olympic day… I feel very very very depress….on that time also I cant do my work anymore..i just leave it…I keep in my heart…..
Now I have no grandfather anymore..i feel very sad….i just can see them in my photo album…my daddy”s father..who is my grandfather..already passed away long time ago…before I was born..my eldest bro was 2 yeard old..LoL…
So now they are in my heart 4ever…although they leave this world…
See the future…I hope my world is better than now….
And be contrast..
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