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boring boring boring... >< why people life always so busy.. why my life like sometimes busy sometimes free leh..== maybe follow mummy go out.... haizz..boring lor.... i don't know why nowadays i don't like to stay at home de.. if i am in college, i will be happier..and.... if i am outside, i will be more happier too.. why?? a lot of arguments at home??? i don't like arguments wan la... why want argue leh?? argue one time ma forget it la... just be like that... if keep on argue and not satisfy, how to end wor.... haizz..i also don't know how maintain this relationship... do not argue! do not fight! do not quarrel! over is over.... now is now.... don't care already.. why want say back the bad things??? ='( start new life la.... i really don't know what's my problem.. my life now like no meaning anymore... monday to friday, wake up go college, then come back, take bath, eat,sometimes got to cook..this i like la..lol...because...

i really do not like this kind of people... ask for help, then when i help and ask them whether they want this or that, in the end, they said no need anymore or either not worth.. what's your problem eh??? you think I am what??? i need face ok... if you are in  my shoes, you sure can feel it.. it is very embarrassing eh.. you ask me for help, yes.. i can help... and you said as like what you told me... then i told you what you want already, now you said do not want.. how can~~ you treat me like what??? you think you are what HUH??? you treat people like this very bad wan eh.... people help you so much, you just like that only... where is your heart!! you never appreciate what i do for you, then next time do not want to bother you anymore la... stupid! where got such people like this! that's is why... i so kind to you all, and end up you all treat me like this... if i know earlier, i would not care and just say ' i do not know'!! then you all rea...

i cannot sleep.... although i tired already... i do not want to suffer anymore.. but my feelings still like this.. what should I do..~~ i still studying~~ doing my homework.. but really very hard to concentrate.... why people feelings change so fast... it is they do??? or God made them do??? i am depress...... why i cannot get a better life.... i never do anything wrong.... i never hurt anyone.. if i got do wrong, i know how to regret...and try not to do again... if i got hurt anyone, i know how to make them happy back.. and ask for forgiveness... what should I do??? i was thinking want to silent off my life.. but i still have not see the world.... not fair....life is not fair.... ='( what i do now also like no meaning...... future i do not know.... my condition now is very hard..... i do not know what to do... who can guide me??? who can concern about me??? who can understand my feelings??? why not reverse back the time....~~ i can made it even better if...