i am ok ok ok...==
i am ok means that i treat people good... unless i accidentally say wrong things~~ err..... since july...i think... i have been close to a girl... i called her mummy.... she is good, kind, and very very sayang me.. hahaha... xD =P sometimes i jealous... lol.. when i never go back home with her... but she is always in my heart.. xD now the thing is... my head is very pain...=( i don't know what to do now... seriously very pressure, and stress.. in my mind... there are a lot of bad and good things;... i want to forget the bad things.. but really don't know how to do.. =.= i want to forget the past.... but i don't know how to do it.. i don't know how to face it... everyone around me said that, i only can help myself... but who can guide me??? =( i really don't know how to face it..... time faster go..... i don't know i can stand my this 2nd year of diploma or not... really affected my studies until very bad... i really need someone to understan...