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i don't want suffer anymore...='(

i don't want i don't want... but why the thing come back wan.... why can't i forget the feeling??? what should I do??? i should not post emo pictures in facebook anymore... my friends were angry and told me not to do so... they are getting tired.. but they should know how i feel mar... ='( but also i cannot think of myself only lar... i should think of others also.. so many months already... why my mind and heart keep the same wan geh... i read many articles... i tried to do most of them... also fail... ='( i don't know what to do already lor... sigh... i only scare now is my studies.. i don't want to fail again... i want this time all pass... i took 7 subjects eh... how many is this.. very pressuring... i hope my parents especially my mother don't put more pressure on me again.... i really don't like she keep talking to me about other peoples' stuff and problems... my problems she don't care wan geh... once i tell he...

i just don't know what's my problem..

yes...i shouldn't post pictures and status in facebook already...people will don't like.. but i just cannot help  it... why?? ='( i am not taking any revenge or angry to make you guilty.... i just want to express my feelings... i really need a lot of time to forget you... we can be friends... yes...can... be friends more happy right??? in future i don't know... now maybe we can be friends... i still treat you as my friend... i know there is no hope to be with you anymore... i don't know what is going on soon. i just couldn't control my emotions... i am sorry.... and i just treat you as my good friend... i hope you can accept m back as friends.. don't cut our relationship... we still can contact each other... someday we sure meet again.. depends on fate... i don't know what will happen in future... just to say sorry to my friends... i posted to many emotions things because i really still sad....extremely... this is a very huge impact...