i just don't know what's my problem..

yes...i shouldn't post pictures and status in facebook already...people will don't like..
but i just cannot help  it... why?? ='(
i am not taking any revenge or angry to make you guilty....
i just want to express my feelings...
i really need a lot of time to forget you...
we can be friends... yes...can...
be friends more happy right???
in future i don't know...
now maybe we can be friends...
i still treat you as my friend...
i know there is no hope to be with you anymore...
i don't know what is going on soon.
i just couldn't control my emotions...
i am sorry....
and i just treat you as my good friend...
i hope you can accept m back as friends..
don't cut our relationship...
we still can contact each other...
someday we sure meet again.. depends on fate...
i don't know what will happen in future...
just to say sorry to my friends...
i posted to many emotions things because i really still sad....extremely...
this is a very huge impact to me...
first time in my life being so sad....
i couldn't take it...cannot accept the fact..='(
you did once told me... if i commit suicide, you will hate me forever...
so i didn't do... you see...i didn't do...
yes... you see.... i didn't....
if i commit suicide, you won't be looking at this section of blog...
i never do.... my brain still strong... but my heart is really weak...
weak like taufu... you know???
that's why i love taufu... for you.. i don't know..
i know you hurt me... it's very cruel and you break promises....
it's ok.... just that, you forgive me everything in the past... as i mentioned on my previous blog...
you forgive me then i forgive you...
what i done to you is not that hurt you know..
hhahahahaaaa.... you think what you done is really nothing is it???
no... you should know how i feel... seeing you enjoying your life...
i am happy for you...but you have to repay back what you did to me....
just become friends, then i can forgive you....
treat me better, and try not to hurt my feelings again..
if you scare to make friends with me... nevermind...
no need to scare...i am ok..i am not a tiger or lion ok....
human need to forgive and forget right???
forgive their wrongs and forget the past...
that's it...
just that if i do stupid things, you will hate me.. hahahahhahaaa
i never do....i never do. so do not hate me...
let God do the decision...
i am still suffer... i was thinking of committing suicide..
but when i think back...i think of you, my parents... and my future how it goes...
so i don't want.. let myself suffer for this few years..
heart pain... seriously...sometimes can't even breath... no one knows... ='(
i don't want to make any promise anymore..
i don't want into a serious relationship anymore...
i am so scare... scare until need to go toilet... ==

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