life have to goes on you know =)
no matter what..i can't give up on my studies.. i failed this accounting course.... at the first moment.. i woke up.. i had terrible nightmare... one of my classmates said that i'm not joining them soon... then i keep crying and say.. no... cannot be... cannot like that... then i quickly wake up and check facebook.. but nothing happens..just notification came out... so i panic, nervous, scare.... my friends encourage me to check...because it's the reality... i couldn't face it... because my feelings are very very sensitive.... so i told them.. i don't want.. wait until school starts... but they still force me...no matter what just don't give up.. so i just listen to them.. i checked... but tears rolling down so fast after that... i just couldn't help it... it feels like i failed in my life.. *totally* i told my best friend about my results.. she said stop crying already... it's okie... and she made me feel better..... so i'm okie....