my actual plan
all the while i was thinking of this... i thought want to follow my friends go their house, but i feel selfish and bad if i never let them come to my house.. i have my own reason why i don't let anyone come to my house... haizz.. i just don't want to let anyone to come to my house... i just don't want people to repeat the same thing like last time.. =( it's really hurt.. it's really pain.. no one knows.. only myself.. =( so i decided not to go to my friends house... i wanted to go wan... sigh.. i like my classmates, they treated me good.. this is the 2nd last semester with them.. next semester is the last... then i no more see them already..=( i will miss them..... but i don't know about their background.... it's not fair.. they cannot come to my house, but i go to their house... those who are in my situation now, will understand my feelings.. it's not i evil... i just don't want that thing.... to happened again.. =( so i just let g...