i was defeated
when i was young, my life was happy.... i never think about love, money and career... i only know how to enjoy my life... do you know what are they??? eat like a pig, sleep like pig, play like pig, study for fun... lol... that's my life last time.. but when i am getting elder, i realize life is very hard to live... i need love and money.... what you want to do if you want money??? you need career... what you want to do if you want love??? you need to understand people... i was defeated.... why??? because i know i am weak... sometimes, i give up easily.. sometimes, i still want... now i don't know what should i do... what am i suppose to do??? what thing also i don't have now... my life is like very black... =( when only i can get love, money and career??? i was defeated, but in future i don't want to get defeat again... i was scare... i was hurt... my life still go on even though it is hard to live now... i just want to change my life.. but...