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just want to release some feelings here....( many doubts in my head) lol why people so selfish and greedy??? why can't they share things with their family, friends, relative or whoever??? i am just wondering why.... some people know they have something important, but not willing to share.. =.= (speechless) and also... some people know that someone don't like a thing or words to be said.. example : A don't like B go out at night yet A still doing it.. do you guys know how's the feeling??? A and B are maybe a close relationship people.. 1. does A gets hurt??? 2. what do A thinks??? and also... some people just say out what they like... can't they think first whether the person they are talking to may hurt his/her feelings??? example : A talks to B English... then suddenly B talks a broken English.. and A said 'not like this, is like that' let me give you an example of a sentence.. A = Let's meet at 9am.. What time you are leaving ...

do you guys know??? got quite a number of idiots in this world.. they have no life, they have nothing to do, but just to disturb some people they don't know... oh my god... why got this kind of people wan??? just to disturb people to make them pissed off... want to bring me down arh??? come larh... you say what you want.. i am not scare of you... you are just a sore loser.... well, i blocked you because you are such a freak.. and not a gentlemen.. i told you not to disturb me, yet you still did... you know what??? GET A LIFE NINGA!! DON'T BE CHILDISH.. PLEASE GROW UP!! YOU HAVE MANY OTHER THINGS TO DO IN LIFE!! =____________=''''

how you know the feelings when you with someone??? how you know the feelings when he/she hurt you??? how you know the feelings when he/she talks to another person??? how you know the feelings when he/she silence??? the worst thing... how you know the feelings when he/she ignore you??? how you know the feelings when he/she leaves you??? some people never experience when the person he/she really loves... leave her/him.... just like that... can you feel??? no.. you can't feel... only if you experience... and yes.. i am happy now.. but just outer..my inner part still sad.. not because of him anymore.. but just that... i feel hurt when i see couples together... maybe i miss that moment when i have boyfriend.. yea... lol... you know... >.< well... i want to release my feelings... i have a bad feelings... but also got good feelings... i don't know.. very confuse... well.. now i am semester 6... hopefully i can pass everything... nono... not pass.. i wan...

all the while i was thinking of this... i thought want to follow my friends go their house, but i feel selfish and bad if i never let them come to my house.. i have my own reason why i don't let anyone come to my house... haizz.. i just don't want to let anyone to come to my house... i just don't want people to repeat the same thing like last time.. =( it's really hurt.. it's really pain.. no one knows.. only myself.. =( so i decided not to go to my friends house... i wanted to go wan... sigh.. i like my classmates, they treated me good.. this is the 2nd last semester with them.. next semester is the last... then i no more see them already..=( i will miss them..... but i don't know about their background.... it's not fair.. they cannot come to my house, but i go to their house... those who are in my situation now, will understand my feelings.. it's not i evil... i just don't want that thing.... to happened again.. =( so i just let g...

[Verse 1:] You left a letter as a clue... Set me in the air, At the spot, where I first kissed you, Holding my head in my hands, You brushed a tear off my face, One on one, You confessed that this all you can take, I'm broken, tired There ain't nothing left to say I'm crying (Didn't mean to watch as) Didn't mean to watch as You just walked away [Chorus:] Just let him go (just let him go) It's too far in motion Just let him go (just let him go) My heart can gain control It's too late (just a little bit) It's too far (just a little bit) You're leaving me behind Just let him go (just let him go) Just let him go (just let him go) [Verse 2:] I should take it all back All the kisses I gave you The tears that you left me with Don't know how to react On my own, by myself How could you say goodbye? I'm broken, tired There ain't nothing left to say I'm crying Didn't mean to watch as You just walked away...

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel, and then regret it. 2. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. 3. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship -- and find out that you still care for that person. 4. A sad thing in life is, you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be , and you just have to let go. 5. When the door of happiness closes, another opens. But often times we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us. 6. The best kind of friend is the kind whom you can sit on porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation ...

ME... LOL =P I am who I am.... i don't care what people think of me... i just want to enjoy my life now... enjoy with my family... enjoy with my friends... enjoy studying ( eventhough i don't like it..) lol enjoy play games... enjoy watching movies/videos especially maplestory ^.^ they are so cute... ^O^ i love them so much..lol after one year.... i am still single.. and my feelings for someone have not changed.. i just hope that i can forget the feelings... i need another half a year or 1 year to forget this feelings.. who knows how long i will forget... but no matter what... i will be a successful girl.. if i keep failing.. i know i can go up and succeed... heheheheheeeeeeee... XD i love my teddybear... oh ya forgot to take.. =.='' sorry... >.<'' i will take later ya... take with me too.. ^.^ i am gonna do my work... got to study not work larh.. haha... take care and.... see yaaaaaa ^.^

i don't know how to explain here, but my feelings just don't have the guts to stop it... i just don't know why...i want to release everything out, but cannot.. =( when i want to say out, i can't say but tears rolling down.. it's not that i emo okie... it's just that my feelings can feel you know... feel the sadness, happiness, the touching moment. lol.. >< or any feelings larh.. =.='' i just don't have the guts to say out... explaining everything properly for the truth.. but let me tell you that this is my blog... i can do whatever i like.. i can talk bad or good about people.. but i don't want... lol... talk good sure can larh huh.. but talk bad sure don't want larh.. i know larh..=.='' who wants us to talk bad huh.. lol...hahahaa.... xD it's lucky to have a girl like me you know... sometimes when i feel hurt... someone broke my heart.. i slowly explain in my blog that you are hurting me.. i slowly will say why and wha...

these songs all.... are not owned by me... owned by some users in youtube.com... i just download and use them because i love the songs and i can feel the feelings when i watch it.. i just want to share iwth you all... and some of the videos are mean to someone i loved.... >.<'' i will let you guys know what songs... just leave a message in the message box will do.... neh.. i love these songs.. kekeke... well. i want to sleep already.. very sleepy... @.@ good nights.. ^.^

ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! =( very confused ahhh.... i don't know how to make decision.. why ahhhhh.. why LARH.... =( why i don't know how to make decision wannnn... why i so stupid.. stupid dumb ass.. so stupid until cannot feel the intelligent... =.='' i should take more or take less.... my brother told me whether i can do it or not if i take more.. if cannot, take less.. but i am lack of confidence... =( why larh.. WHY LARH i no confidence.. =( why i so stupid wan... yish yish yish........ i need someone advise.. should i take more or less??? just give me one answer... i scare i will fail again if i take more... if pass, i will graduate fast... but if i take less, will waste my time..if i delay, i will graduate later... i don't know.. got advantages and disadvantages... arrrhhhhhhhh... =.=''

i got so bored today.. and even why my heart still feel hurt... =___= i don't like it i don't like it and i don't like it... =( now is what time??? errrrrr hehe.... =3 4.27pm... hmm.. just now i watch maplestory drama.. yayyyyiiiiieeee...... so cute..... sooooo cute...... ^O^ i loved it soooooooooooooooooo muchhhhhh lol =P let me take a nap for awhile.. because i feel dizzy.. @@ i thought of reading my books... heheheheeeeeeee... nevermind larh... just lay down awhile then go do my work.. haizzz..... i wonder how to face life.. == what i want also can't get... =___=''' life sucksss...... life is not soooo damn perfect.. =0='' nevermind.. just let it beeee well..... i am gonna sleep now......i need energy to study later... hope that dream don't come back... just... if haizzz.... =( if still appearing in my dreams, i don't know what to say... ='( well... it's okie.... just want to tell someone that ' i still love y...

            1.  The lace is run straight across the bottom and emerges through both bottom eyelets  2.  The laces then go straight up and are fed into the next set of eyelets up the shoe  3.  The ends are crossed over and are fed under the vertical lace section on the opposite sides of the shoe before going straight up and into the next set of eyelets up the shoe  4.  At the top set of eyelets, the laces can once again cross over and pass under the straight section as shown. This not only looks consistent with the rest of the lacing but also forms a High Lace Lock, which tightens the lacing even more firmly. 1.  The lace is run straight across the bottom and emerges through both bottom eyelets  2 . The ends are looped back under the lace where it feeds under the side of the shoe  3. The ends are then crossed over each other, then they go under and out through the next s...

Family Quotes for all ages                                  

In view of the current spate of crimes happening around us, the tips below may be helpful.............   TIPS FOR MANAGING YOUR SAFETY - USE YOUR COMMON SENSE   Please share them with those you care for.     Capt. Balasubramaniam who is an expert on rescue and survival shared this with some attendees in one of his programmes. What he emphasized was that we should never put ourselves in a dangerous and vulnerable position and this usually just entails some common sense and alertness most of the time. Of course things do happen no matter how careful you are.       At the Car park: Do not walk towards your car. Walk towards the next car or the car opposite. Do lock your car immediately you get in and drive off ASAP. Please don’t check your cellphone, your makeup, etc.    At the ATM:   Use your ring finger to key in your pin, as the rest of the fingers will cover the keypad. Do not count your money at the atm. After all it’s not ...

i wish i could make an album of lyrics and music.. songs larh..lol.. just to release my feelings.. but i have no time to think about... =( now is what time??? oh no.. you see, so late.... and you know what.. just now i was doing my homework, and play play play...== tomorrow still holiday.. heheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeee so i can sleep lateeeeee and dooooo my homeworkkkk..... ^O^ lol.... >< i saw his profile... =/ i wonder why is he carrying a rose.... =( i hope he is still single... i dont know... i just want him to be single... =( i don't want him to like anyone else.. i like him i like him and i like him so much... why can't he understand my feelings.. == i feel like whacking his cousins.. == they are the one who ask him to go away from me.. fine... if you think i am not great.. == i am a perfect girl for him, only that i am not so intelligent in my studies.. i can cook, i can do housework, i can take care of my future boyfriend.. or known as husband.. lol ...

i am here just to release my feelings.. somehow this chinese new year, i missed him so much.... but i know that i still like him.. why can't i forget this feelings... he asked me to forget him... but i couldn't do it... it's been a year....i don't want this to happen.. why and why??? =( it's really hurt and pain... no one will understand my feelings.. the boy i really like... he treated me so good when we met... and turn up so sour..... =( we promised not to leave each other..  but he left me like that without any clue... i feel awkward.. and depress.. =( i just hope he can graduate and find a suitable job soon... he is graduating soon..i knew it.... i am way too far for it now...no one helps me in my studies anymore.. i thought i can be with him.. i thought he can guide me until we success together... he just leave me like a hanging string.. =( how can.... i really like him...i want him back =( i don't care what happen...

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