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when i am soft to people, they will step on me; I will feel myself hurt... when i am hard to people, they say i cruel; I will feel myself bad... i wonder...what you want me to be NOW.... == sometimes i angry i swallow it only... sometimes i sad i swallow it only... what's your problem??? can't you see my patient??? i learn how to be patient.. because want to maintain friendship... i don't know what kind of people nowadays.. always think they do things are right.. ya i always wrong.. i got admit.. what about people??? some people just never realize.. =.='' sometimes i too angry only release my feelings.. sometimes i too sad only release my feelings... who are you to control me... when you are angry, you sure release your feelings also.. same goes to sad mood... don't keep saying me... i being patient.. i just swallow it.. if i 100% cannot stand anymore, i will be really hard...if not harsh.. don't say i bad.. you should know what had y...

hmm..i can feel that... life is like a tree.... do you know why??? the tree grow up slowly... we also grow up slowly... then the tree become bigger... we also become bigger... then what??? the trees give out oxygen... we give out carbon dioxide... hehe then as the tree getting older and older... the leaves falls... as for we, human, when we grow older and older, our age become more and more, not only that... our hair will drop, our system in our body will be slower... a lot of things happens... =.='' why i can come out these words all.... >< hmm...just want to put some words here... i may drop and cry, people might laugh at me, but no matter what happens, i sure climb and smile, i cannot just stay like this, i know there is something waiting for me. just that i don't want the world to end... i still need my family... i want to do many things in my life.. i want to experience everything... i really wish to.. =) anyways, now is very late... g...