my passion
what i do... i just cannot get it done.. why larh... =( why i so failure wan.. T.T i took 6 subjects.. what i got now??? why teacher don't let me pass everything.. =( it's just so sad.. I can't argue.. I can't do anything... feel so sad... I should study today.. but end up no mood.. listening to music made me feel better. but still very sad.. maybe I will do other things that I like... im blogging now... yarh... just to release my feelings.. i just feel very guilty.. =( why i cant do this.. it's for myself and my parents.... if i can't earn a lot of money, who will be taking care of my parents?? i promise my parents i will take care of them.. because they take care of me.,i must return a favour... this is just so sad... =( sad until cannot feel any feeling.. just........ haizzz.... what am I doing now??? =( i'm so scare.... i don't want to graduate alone.. =( why this world so unfair??? what did i do wrong??? why must be me??? all...