why i don't want boyfriend anymore???
actually i want A boyfriend... but whenever i get a boyfriend... he always hurt me.. ] how good i treat him also he will hurt me in the end.. and guess what??? he is the one who chase me first... and that is the thing... my feelings is too soft until i fall in love... and that is the thing also... i will get hurt in the end... my studies drop badly... very badly.. tomorrow is my results... i don't know i can at least pass all or not.... i was thinking of giving my daddy rm160 with my own money if i fail many subjects.... =( i am hurt, i am sad, i am depress, i am disappointed and many other feelings... i never been in this feeling before... first time in my life... that's what i learnt my lesson... not to fall in love too much.... not to stay too close... i was stubborn..i never even listen to my parents... i thought i was right.. but i was wrong at the same time because i never get... i never feel... i never know the feeling before... my mummy told me.... ...