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i was thinking... the longer i stay at home, the more i sad... so... saturdays and sundays i wanna go college and study... hmm... if at home, i sure cannot study wan lor... ='( mondays to fridays maybe i will come back very late.. like 7.++pm only reach back home.. today i reach back home 8pm... i hope my parents won't get angry.. ='(  i don't know i should do it or not... for the seek o my studies.. i want to get good results... some people just bully me because i am not smart.. they think i am worthless.. FINE.... if i get good results, and you near me...i will be arrogant too.. i don't care... you are the one who treated me like ' garbage bin' so mean... i really don't like this kind of people.. you think i am not smart.. you think that i cannot teach you or either you cannot learn anything form me.. this is not true friend.. true friends don't care whether you are smart or not... so... i don't know whether my decision should...

i went to college and have basic taxation tutor class... hmm... i feel disappointed lor.. T_T lucky one of my good friend, Jolene, she helped me.. i borrow those notes from her... she is so kind... unlike others.. when i ask, they would not reply... ='( i appreciate have this friend.. anything i ask for help, she will willing to help..and yet she let me take back home and refer... i am sure i will not copy directly.. tonight, i will study basic taxation... now in the afternoon, i will study entrepreneurship first... because i brought the textbook... the basic taxation textbook is very heavy, so i don't want to bring.. and now i just don't know why... my stomach and head very pain... ='( what happen to me o... i just don't want to let anyone know... just myself.. i feel my stomach getting more and more pain these few days.. my body also feel pain.. my head also pain... i also don't know what's my problem.. and i was keep thinking about th...

i wonder this year, i am 19 years old.. i feel that life so cruel... i thought life is wonderful...but..... actually it is like challenge... ='( the more i grow up, the more i know.... why people nowadays so cruel de??? ='( i really cannot understand.. they become so selfish, greedy... and everytime think of themselves only... what they want, they just make their own decision... they never think of other people's decision.. ='( why like that wan.. T_____T they think about themselves and their career.. they don't care about others... why they are so cruel??? do they know that they are just hurting people's feelings??? as for my previous blog.. i said that my friend left out one book... and she can't give me anymore.. my mummy was telling me that she is like want to do me.. it is like she wants me to spend more money... and also she thinks that i am the type of person can make fun, then she make fun.. and many things lor...='( people ou...