why life now so cruel??? ='''(

i wonder this year, i am 19 years old..
i feel that life so cruel...
i thought life is wonderful...but.....
actually it is like challenge... ='(
the more i grow up, the more i know....
why people nowadays so cruel de??? ='(
i really cannot understand.. they become so selfish, greedy... and everytime think of themselves only...
what they want, they just make their own decision... they never think of other people's decision.. ='(
why like that wan.. T_____T
they think about themselves and their career.. they don't care about others...
why they are so cruel???
do they know that they are just hurting people's feelings???
as for my previous blog..
i said that my friend left out one book...
and she can't give me anymore..
my mummy was telling me that she is like want to do me..
it is like she wants me to spend more money...
and also she thinks that i am the type of person can make fun,
then she make fun.. and many things lor...='(

people out there.... you know how i feel being make fun or not??? ='(
you know how i feel if you hurt me or not??? ='(
you know how i feel if you break promise or not???='(
you know how i feel if you never think about my feelings??? ='(
you know how i feel if you like cheating on me??? ='(

why??? =''(
i feeling like crying... why people nowadays like that??? =''(
i never do anything wrong..
i never hurt people...
i never never do anything wrong or like revenge...
i really never... ='(
why must people do this to hurt me??? ='(
they never even think about my feelings???
they know or not??? my feelings now very hurt...
after they do this, they thought that problems can solve....
i don't think so... i am the victim... ='(
i get the suffer... why like that de???

i getting more older and growing up..
i learn a lots of things but as i getting older, i feel that life is more and more cruel..
is it i very stupid in my studies so you look down at me???
or is it i look so stupid and can easily to be cheated???
is it that you look at me like an innocent girl and can make fun???
why you never think about my feelings???
you should solve the problem... ='(
i really don't know how to go on with my life... this year really is a disaster year for me...
really.... what things come to me also bad luck... ='(

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