should I??

i was thinking...
the longer i stay at home, the more i sad...
so... saturdays and sundays i wanna go college and study...
hmm... if at home, i sure cannot study wan lor... ='(
mondays to fridays maybe i will come back very late.. like 7.++pm only reach back home..
today i reach back home 8pm...
i hope my parents won't get angry.. ='(
 i don't know i should do it or not...
for the seek o my studies..
i want to get good results...
some people just bully me because i am not smart..
they think i am worthless.. FINE....
if i get good results, and you near me...i will be arrogant too..
i don't care... you are the one who treated me like ' garbage bin'
so mean... i really don't like this kind of people..
you think i am not smart.. you think that i cannot teach you or either you cannot learn anything form me..
this is not true friend..
true friends don't care whether you are smart or not...
so... i don't know whether my decision should be alright..
but i told my brother.. he said can.. but it seems that he don't want tell my parents..
i scare my parents will angry... ='(
so i also don't know how...
anyways, i go do my work awhile then go sleep lor..
10am tomorrow got replacement class for wednesday...
hopefully i can get good results in this semester..
i want change my life...
i don't want be like this forever...
and if some of you know me, you will see why i never post anything in wall anymore??
i mean i never write any status?? because i don't want to show my feelings..
i don't want to show to public anymore.. if i want, i show here..
because this is my daily life...
maybe i getting more mature...i don't know.. hmm...

someone just wake me up from my life...
life is so cruel and we cannot be too good... so i must thankful to that person..
that person who are the one who make me wake up..
wake up means like... make me realize what is life..
life is not easy.. life is all challenging...
so yea..
will blog tomorrow or what...
SEE YA!
see the future what's going on to me..

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