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i do not know what my life will go somemore...~~ i do not want to get hurt anymore~~ if next time i get into a relationship again... can that person promise me not to hurt me??? now, my life~~ i really cannot take it...~~ i am a weak person~~ i try to be strong... but just in front of people~~ actually behind, i am not recover yet~~ i still need to take a very long time to recover~~ my studies,~~ yes... i have to think more to study... i have to concentrate.... ='( i just do not want my future relationship to hurt me again... ='( it is really painful... i do not want to feel it again.... i want to feel special and got care with love~~ what i do also I have tried my best... if i really love a person, i am willing to do for him~~ i hope next time if i get any boy, any boy i really love, i will make sure i must give more.... sometimes my feelings cannot control.. i am truly sorry about this... human sometimes cannot control their anger... ='( i am j...

i do not know why I still miss you.... i cannot let go.... i just do not know why... what i do, my mind still thinking of you.... i already promise myself... ah yun must study properly.. do for the people who want you to success wan.. i should know who are they..( i cannot say here) my heart still got you even though you hurt me so much.... why o??? and i am a bit confused.... i do not want to say out.. i just keep in my heart... i really do not want to say here... by the way, just do not bother the time i post my blog, it's all wrong already... midnight i already sleep ok.. so the time is wrong.. people see me in facebook, i look happy right??? people see me from outside view~~ i look happy right??? people look at my face~~ they said that I am happy~~ do you all know what??? actually inside is still very hurt.... still deeply very hurt... it's all fake... i put a smiling face, or happy face, or anything happy~~ i just want to try to be happy and m...