my mind~~ ='(

i do not know what my life will go somemore...~~
i do not want to get hurt anymore~~
if next time i get into a relationship again...
can that person promise me not to hurt me???
now, my life~~
i really cannot take it...~~
i am a weak person~~
i try to be strong...
but just in front of people~~
actually behind, i am not recover yet~~
i still need to take a very long time to recover~~
my studies,~~
yes... i have to think more to study...
i have to concentrate.... ='(
i just do not want my future relationship to hurt me again... ='(
it is really painful...
i do not want to feel it again....
i want to feel special and got care with love~~
what i do also I have tried my best...
if i really love a person,
i am willing to do for him~~
i hope next time if i get any boy,
any boy i really love,
i will make sure i must give more....
sometimes my feelings cannot control..
i am truly sorry about this...
human sometimes cannot control their anger...
='(
i am just feel very lonely and alone now....
everyday also just sit down like that...
what should I do???
i need to suffer like this until i graduate???
='(
ok lor...i don't want to go out because i don't want waste money.....
somemore i don't want mummy daddy to worry...
if i go out, i know they worry about me...
so i better stay at home...
i always do housework and study and do my work,
but is not whole day also..
i still will feel bored... ='(
i just cannot understand what people want now...
i am really sad...
really~~
i do not know how my life will go on~~
anyways, those people who read my blog,
sleep early ya...
late sleep not good for health..
always remember...
this is what someone taught me before...
and during weekdays i sleep early lor..
weekends maybe late abit..but not so late la..
well, good nights.... i will blog tomorrow or somehow...
no one want to accompany me.. i better go rest already...
=')

see the future.....if got fate.. i still can find back,i still can remember, and i still can do it...
what you really want, you will do it, no matter what situation..no one can force you~~
time only can tell us... =')

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