my current attitude..
when i replied ok... means i am not ok... when i replied fine.. means that ok... when i replied 'like that lor'... means i am seriously not ok.... when i replied 'normal lor'... means i need someone to make me happy.... when i replied 'not really good'... means i am deeply hurt in side.. when i replied 'good'... means i am normal for today... can i say out his name??? i don't want to get emo anymore... ='( sometimes i feel like going to that place to find him.... i also can feel that my attitude has changed... i getting to hate boys very soon like last time... it's like.... the old me... last time i got hurt before... and i changed... my current attitude... when i go out with my friends, family or whoever... maybe alone...when boys look at me.. i don't care... except my friends, my brother and my father..haha.. just that.... time pass not fast enough... how could i change my feelings for another person??? i still cannot ...