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this long holiday...my semester break, i was thinking of what can i do ... without him... i should carry on with my life... i just make as he is my admirer... like i used to like my friends last time.. maybe now i understand.. but i still not yet understand 100% because i am still young.. i still need to learn more.. i got to be more mature.. and gain more experience in life.. so far i get quite a lot of knowledge.. but i still need to learn more.. there are much more thing i need to do in life... i cannot just depend on him.. because a person must always depend on himself/herself... so i have to depend on my own.. i cannot depend on anyone in future.. you make me understand..but not that much.. i got to learn by my own.. since i with you, i always depend on you.. cannot..i must also depend on myself.. cannot always depend on you.. so now you and i are far distance... we stay so far.. but, i hope that our relationship can be back by years come.. maybe after g...

i feel that i really need to stop everything first at the moment.. maybe i think too much.. or maybe it is end.. or maybe it is dream.. i should be more mature.. not childish.. =.= and also... i have my daddy, mummy, two brothers.. my best friends, my close friends, my good friends, and my friends.. so i must appreciate my life.. no boy also nevermind! I CAN LIVE... I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU.. LOL.. start new life tomorrow.. make sure i can do what i can... be more understanding.. be more mature, be more smarter, be more logical, and many more lar. LOL i think i should.. i should not think of you anymore.. until i graduate.. maybe i will find you... or you will find me.. who knows... this is fate..=.=' we cannot change...LOL so see ya... see my future how is goes.. xD