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since i so boring now... i do blog first.. then i study... Heehee... Principles of Finances(PF).. why your assignment so hard wan... but nevermind lor..i still can make you... hahaha... i am finding details about you... hope you help me too huh... and also, err.... can you go into my brain??? i want some facts.. LOL... =P after making you.. i am going for Financial Accounting... or Entrepreneurship?? which one more better??? =_____= aiya...nevermind lar.. study as much as i can.. so i can understand and can do well in exams.... Ah HeeHee... =P i go and make you ok PF... ;-)

just now i watched one movie.. is an indonesia movie... wow, the boy want to be a businessman... he keep trying and trying...but still fail.. but what??? he changed business... then in the end, he became rich..wahh... i watched this movie for 2 hours... later going to study and do homework lor... since i have nothing much to do for today... i study and focus and do my best... hopefully one day i can be like someone... someone high... =D don't give up on anything... especially studies and your hope on anything... try your best... and in life... i know.. people always think of money.... so i have to be like this.. in this life... i have to change myself... i don't want to be low status let people look down at me... there are many people around me look down at my family and I.. so i have to be success... let the past go off... let the future come... =) must be happy in life.. cannot be sad.. what happen to us also must be happy... we only live once.. we s...

whole night yesterday, when i was sleeping... dreaming that i am in wonderland... noo.... you cannot have girlfriend... if not i will cry more... ='( why like that de??? my heart pain from morning until now.. my stomach also very pain.. =''( why like that one....  ='( and i just wake up because i don't want to feel the pain.... now i feel the pain...it is very pain.. but i cannot sleep anymore... i sleep very long already... ='( when only can my heart be healed??? ='( my emotions now are unstable... when only can be ok.... can i go back to form 5 after spm??? the feeling is so nice when i was in form 5..... ='''( now totally different... my life now very sad.... my heart really very pain.. no one knows... no one understand my feelings... when only i can get love and care back??? why these people all like that one.... they act as they don't know... =''( how can~~ i try to forget everything also need to take time...

i don't know whether you got come to my blog and read or not... but i guess you won't...because you already don't want me right??? and also you are very angry and hate me already right??? and who knows...maybe you will come..but probably not... ='( i guess, this is the final...really final.... ='''( that day i said of giving up and continue with my life without you.. but i did not manage to do so...but now i think i have to..if you don't believe, you can see it.. i already never see your profile for last 2 days... because i have to forget about you... i know you already block me, but i got other accounts..i can view anytime...but i cannot control if i see your profile...so i have to stop.... i don't want to do these thing all already...do what?? disturb you lar..i don't want to disturb you anymore.... i know you don't like it.... the more i see, the more i do stupid things and make you more angry and hate me... i know...certain t...