new experiences

just now i watched one movie..
is an indonesia movie...
wow, the boy want to be a businessman...
he keep trying and trying...but still fail..
but what??? he changed business...
then in the end, he became rich..wahh...
i watched this movie for 2 hours...
later going to study and do homework lor...
since i have nothing much to do for today...
i study and focus and do my best...
hopefully one day i can be like someone...
someone high... =D

don't give up on anything... especially studies and your hope on anything...
try your best... and in life...
i know.. people always think of money....
so i have to be like this..
in this life... i have to change myself...
i don't want to be low status let people look down at me...
there are many people around me look down at my family and I..
so i have to be success...

let the past go off... let the future come... =)

must be happy in life.. cannot be sad.. what happen to us also must be happy...
we only live once.. we should precious what we got...

no matter what... i must be one of the best...
i have nothing now.... what also i don't have..
why??? because i am still young...
i need the time to bring me to success.... =)

 comparison... this is me before... i always used to tie two pony tails...
and i like wearing long pants...
and this is my favourite shirt...
i really like this shirt.... i hope i can wear it until i grow old.. lol... ><

now see this picture... =D

my style now... i let go my hair or either tie one pony tail... and wear shorts when i go out...

so.. which style nicer???
the 1st or 2nd picture???
hmm.. seems i have to lose more weight... ='(
can see my leg still fleshy..
i already lost more than 10kg..
and the shirt is quite big....
doesn't matter.. as long as i like the shirt...

anyways.... anything we do, don't give up...
we can get it if we don't give up..
sure got a way to get something we want.....

so.. DO NOT GIVE UP IN YOUR LIFE! REMEMBER!!! =D
always pray to God......
and always put in effort...
the more effort...the more success....

hopefully nothing disturb me anymore... =)
my mind... quickly become more mature..
because i don't want to do any mistakes in my life anymore...

see the future what's going on...
hopefully my life can be better.. !
i will enjoy my SINGLE life until i graduate...
i am very scare of boys now..
and don't want into any relationship anymore...!
wait until real boat come... then i can consider...
wait until got a real good heart person....!

SO.. will blog when i am free...!!
See YOU and Take CARE!!