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now.. aiming for studying well.. I wish i could study well and get good results.. aiming for graduate... I wish i could graduate and let my parents proud of me.. aiming for a serious relationship ( for my future) I wish could be together with boy boy forever... aiming for my career.. I wish i can stand up my life and earn a lot of money to build up my family properly.. aiming for success I wish i could do anything which lead me to success... note: this is not my 3 wishes in my dream.. just a wish..haahaa... my 3 dreams is always in my mind/heart.. and i will not tell anyone including my loves one.. if not.. you know lar...=P good nights peoples..=D

my life changes when I know you... You guide me to become a good and a better person... Oh, I'm appreciate have you. heehee.... i hope can meet you again... it's been nearly a year already since we are together.. hope that our relationship can stay... i want meet you again.... first time not enough.. if can i want to stay with you forever.... i love you.... <3

time just passed 8  months only...i still need to wait another 2 years to live with him..=( i really love you...please do not  leave me... last time when i was in high school and form 1, i have a boyfriend too. i got hurt quite badly and he disappointed me. So,  I tell myself do not get into a relationship until I finish study... I have been single around 3 years since high school. Now, I'm 18 years old and I really love this boy. I really do not want him to leave me like that. Even though, we have not meet yet but I keep thinking just awhile only. I hope he can wait for me too. The problem now is I cannot go to his place NOW! IT'S MY SEMESTER BREAK! I cried whole night thinking 'why my parent just do not want me to go and visit my beloved???' They do not know that I have a boyfriend. then my mum keeps asking me to study 1st. Not easy to get a kind boy okey. He is seriously my type. Whenever I feel sad or lonely, he is always there for me. He did not even count anyt...

i still do not know what i need right now... right now and right now..=( i really need someone beside me... but i still do not know what is that or who is that... it's suffering... something or someone is not beside me right now... i feel so hurtful and lonely.. my life now.. something or someone is missing from me.. =( something or someone important... i am still waiting and figuring out what or who is that... * God...please bring me to the thing i need as fast as possible...can or not???* it's very very painful...and torturing...T___T something or someone is very far away from me.. everyday i dream about it... but i still can feel it's still very blur.... i really want to know... i really want to feel... i really want to hold... maybe i need someone who i loved... this feeling is very torturing....suffering...painful... whenever i see things related to me... my heart will just drop... T____T i want... i want...... i want......... make it don't leave me....pleaseee....

i learn a lot of new things... this year... i learn a lot of new things.. 1st thing... relationship.... i'm in a relationship with my hubby... i can feel the love and care back... since form 2 until end of form 5, i no bf... only early this year, i have a good and caring bf... he cares for me a lot... but the thing is... we haven't meet yet... =( so depress... but i still will wait... i know we can meet one day...i know that..i know i know I KNOW! it's been so long time.. but....i hope our relationship will last forever.... because he is very very perfect for me...<3 2nd thing... college.. since I started college.. i travel to college every weekdays...sometimes weekends because of replacement.. i travel by my own... i think i'm independent now... i always go and come back alone... last time, i'm not like that...because my high school is nearby my house.. so my daddy fetch and send me only.. but now...i must also take lrt and bus to co...

i want to ask and want to know... MONEY really important??? Why you think so??? for me..money is just a colourful paper which is very precious for us to use... it is very value and give us satisfaction in our life.. but.... don't you all think???? money can cause a couple to divorce, separate, quarrel, argue and kill...and many more!.. many positive things are not shown in money.. there are many many NEGATIVE things... when a couple marry, and when they have not enough money.... will they divorce, separate, quarrel, argue or even kill??? i don't know... but for me... if i marry next time.. as long as my husband good to me.... i am very happy and satisfy... you think that money will make you become like a precious person??? i don't know... for me..if my husband cannot earn much to support our children and us...it's okey... we can find our ways to get money.. like doing our own business or part time..extra jobs lar... money for me is important.... b...

i don't like lar my life now.... yish... i just don't like it... yes..i have to study properly... I'm trying my best now... I'm willing to study just for someone I love and care..... But the thing now is...... I am so damn freaking tired about my studies and my emotions. I cannot stand anymore.... About my studies....it is too much...too much..TOO MUCH U KNOW!!!... I REALLY CANNOT STAND IT.....AND.. yet my friends don't even bother anything.. they just take it easy.......we have presentation tomorrow and we have to practice right??? so...I need to do what now??? I don't know OKEY!! I DON''T KNOW what question I really need to do now.. WHAT IF I DO WRONG QUESTION??? waste all my effort... u know......first semester I still can stand..I CAN STAND... I KNOW I CAN STAND..... ARGH...I'm ANGRY OF MYSELF.... JAYIN GAN HSIU YUN... I KNOW U CAN STAND TO THE END OF THE DIPLOMA!!! U CAN MEANS U CAN!! BE BRAVE, FIGHT FOR IT... DO NOT BE A...

i dont know i will do this decision correct or not... i want tell that i will find you one day after i graduate... or...after u graduate u come find me can mar??? maybe that time i still like u.. so long already... i still like u... no boy like u, i really really in love before... errrr.... can i say that... i'm waiting for you??? i don't know i don't know... but i'm gonna say that... if you feel boring... feel lonely.. feel free... need someone to talk.. got problem.. or what so ever.. LOL err... can come talk with me.. can call me... ^_^ i'm waiting.. and always there for u.. no matter what happens... i will support u until the end.. will u wait for me until we graduate together.. i want work with u and stay with u forever... just... i want u to know that... i very like and love u before.. until now, my feelings for u still the same... we live far far so what... u can treat me as your sister like what u say mar... why u so speci...

i want say... this is not a fairytale... and we are not in heaven... and we are not in dream... and we are not in wonderland... i want do... that I'm hugging you.. that I'm laying on you... that I'm smiling to you... that I'm playing with you.. that I'm spending whole time with you... I want make... something nice for you.. example... cook for you.. try to make pudding for you.. bake a cake.. make buns.. and many more...=3 I wish that... I want stay with you.. I want see you every single day... I want work with you.. I want take care of you... I want go out with you.. I want in a relationship with you... I want engage with you.. I want marry you.. and I want you forever..=3 this is not my 3 wishes...i cannot tell out..because too many.. but I hope..i can achieve these all...^_^ can stay with my love once and mummy daddy...<3

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i still like u... i still miss u... although we still got talk... but i still like u... but i still miss u... it's been so many days, i still like u... i still miss u.. i still remember what u teach me... 1 to 100 in mandarin... That was so nice that u taught me... I want to say out again... Thank you again...<3 jia you on your studies…<3 I will support u until I die =3 our relationship as any relationship were not a fairytale.. i do not want these be fairytale, i want these be non-fairytale, i want u be mine.. can i be yours??? can ma??? if a girl like u and u like her.. then i will be heartbroken.. and i do not know how i want to continue my life. these few days, i have been suffering... study come first.. .............. i want our education to end fast... so we can start our relationship... i love u........<3