sad or happy???

i dont know i will do this decision correct or not...
i want tell that i will find you one day after i graduate...
or...after u graduate u come find me can mar???
maybe that time i still like u..
so long already...
i still like u...
no boy like u, i really really in love before...
errrr....
can i say that...
i'm waiting for you???
i don't know i don't know...
but i'm gonna say that...
if you feel boring...
feel lonely..
feel free...
need someone to talk..
got problem..
or what so ever..
LOL
err...
can come talk with me..
can call me...
^_^
i'm waiting..
and
always there for u..
no matter what happens...
i will support u until the end..
will u wait for me until we graduate together..
i want work with u and stay with u forever...
just...
i want u to know that...
i very like and love u before..
until now, my feelings for u still the same...
we live far far so what...
u can treat me as your sister like what u say mar...
why u so special not like other people???
whyyyyyyy???
can u just tell me???
u said our relationship put aside..
i say okey...
u say next time only together back..
but now u changed your mind..
u ask me to forget you...
you cannot wait meh???
not worthy that u wait for more than half a year..
just waste like that...
don't u think it is a waste???
somemore u spend so much for me..
yet u ask me go find another partner...
what non-sense u talking about...
u think love and money very easy ah??
u think love can easily forget ah??
we have so many memories...
it is so so so sweet...
i like it so much...
i cannot forget about it...
and...
u think u give me money
then just let me go like that..
and u don't want me to give u back something meh???
most of the girls now not like me okey..
no offense..
i'm totally different than u all..
so...i dont know that...
maybe u regret or no regret...
but i'm sure u regret 'if' u have another gf
who is totally different from me..
u got think or not???
now some girls want their boyfriends to spend money for them...
some not lar..i never say all..
when u starting to work de...
and if u can earn more...
if a girl always go out with u and she just let u spend..
she no spend how???
i dont like this type of girl okey...
no offense...
what i say is true...
some girls now only want rich boy..
and some want rich and handsome...
but for me.
i dont care whether rich or handsome,or rich and handsome...
i only want good-hearted..
that is you...
i don't know why also...
i feel so amazing when start to talk with u last year...
maybe September i will go there and meet you...
my semester break is about 2 weeks..
so i maybe go with my friends...
i will tell my friends..
then i will meet you that time..^_^