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I was wondering these few days.. if someone remember you, your family, about you such as what you like, what you like to do during free time, your birthday or anything.... he/she could be your real best friend.. as for birthday... for a real best friend, usually waits until the clock strikes 12am sharp and hope that he/she is  the one who wish happy birthday... but as for me... i have 2 best friends... one of them is when I was standard 1 which is 7 years old.. and the other one was during college 2nd year.... hmm... i don't know how to differentiate both of them... but it seems that my 2nd best friend still don't understand me better than my 1st best friend did.... maybe i know my 1st best friend longer than my 2nd best friend??? i don't know..=( i am referring 1st and 2nd mean that the 1st one is the one i know 7 years old and the 2nd one is during 2nd year... not the 1st and 2nd.. hope you understand... for me.. both of you are same to me... just that i feel the 2...

I was thinking of making episode 4 Promise..but it seems no one watch my drama..=( it's not I want to give up.. but there is so little viewers... I am currently making short movie about Romeo & Juliet... hmm... hope that I can do it finish.. and if got people response only I will do episode 4... hehe...=) the next thing.... should I do more fast or slowly do??? >____<""" i don't know..=( i really don't know how to make decision... lolzzz.... whatever larh..haha.. just do what I can.... so~~~ laterzzzzz..... =)

Come on people.... I have done Episode 1,2 and 3, and also introduction... I am going to make Episode 4 soon.. but since there is so few people watch... I guess I should wait until people are interested to watch my drama..lolzzz..... so I will stop at Episode 3 first..=) you can watch here.. if you like, you can comment at my youtube channel..haha..=) Promise Episode 1 Promise Episode 2 Introduction - Promise Promise Episode 3 Part A Promise Episode 3 Part B Promise Episode 3 Part C Promise Episode 3 Part D yeahh.... lolzzz.... the Episode 3, I need to separate because the file was too large, I can't even convert into video... =( so yea.. hehe... I hope that people who view and browse through my blog, you can watch my drama...=) here are the playlists.. Maplestory - Short Stories for this link right... there are many short stories.. and I NEVER OWN OR MAKE THESE VIDEOS... THESE VIDEOS are from OTHER YOUTUBE USERS... haha..=) I just put them into...

i know what I am doing in my life... yayaya... just only i went one of my friend's account.. damn it... i suddenly saw his profile.. =___='' couldn't control and see... yorrrr... i thought i can forget him... why i cannot forget him de..... =____=''''''' he don't love me already... why my heart still like rock.. like stone de... aiyoooorrrrr... i really want to crack my heart until pain pain... really pain until cannot feel... =___='''' why larh.. one year jor... please larh.... God please help me.....=( he said forget him..... i want but why still cannot...=___=''''''''' what should I do??? should I remove the mutual friend or not??? please help me.. if i still love him... i will not find a new boyfriend... =_= i am serious....... aaarrrggghhhh..... *pissed off*.. lol.. hehe.. just kidding.. lol... well.. i want to make episode 4 already... by the way i got put his n...

yup... this is really true.. =.='' i made blog for myself because in future, i will know who am I when I was a little... yea.. you know why??? sometimes, memories... hehe.... and things happened in your life... how you did in your life??? example, family... friends.... relationship.... studies.. or whatsoever larh.. xDD hmm... i just felt boring and feel like blogging...hehe... i just don't know why,my head and stomach very pain..=( and currently making dramas.. xD hope to be a director.. LOL.. * in my dreams* =P xDD... but i really do hope.... i hope can be a famous person when the time comes you know... i hope that i can be popular.. teeheeeeeehee....xD i will not give up on my career... and what i want i have to do it... focus is another thing.. i just hope that peace will come to me soon... woohooo... ^O^ i am going to make episode 3 now.. *do you know how hard to animate that???* geezz... lol.... seriously so hard... @.@ okieee.. take care guys......

When i posted 'it was him'.. you guys thinking ' the guy i loved???' lol.. nolarh.. =.='' not him.. xD just that...... ='( hmm... let me just slowly say here... it's quite sad message.. if you guys want to read then just read... thanks.. but if you don't.. just proceed.. or close the browser window... i know some people don't like other people talking emotional things..== it's just life ok.. got happy, got sad... okie..... enough of that..=.='''' i am here just that.... it was 30th March 2013, if i am not mistaken... because that day, my exams have finished.. i am on semester break.. and yea... my parents brought my brothers and I to my uncle's house.... i went there... and when i reached.. i saw him....my heart hurts....why??? maybe it's because he is my favourite uncle.. and i saw his condition.. my nerve told me... he is getting worse... i kept praying and hoping... that he will be bette...

2nd April 2013 Yayyiieeee..... we went to Ninja Joe... walao eh... the burger is rm2.80 each.. lololol... heheheeee..... you want to know why??? heh heh... secret.. XDD.... =P we do some magic, so we got it... wahahaha... very nice meal.. ^O^ but that time my daddy was not there.. =( my eldest brother and I went there to eat... then my mummy and my another brother went to eat japanese food.. -.-'' Venue --> 1 utama Time ---> i think 8pm.. lol and soooo..... ohhhh wait.... ONE more picture.. XDD WAHAHA... big brother bought salmon.. ^O^ very very very raw... =___='' he feed me.. make me feel like... *bluek* lol...  know what i meant.. heh heh...=P sooooo..... on the 3rd April 2013 yayyiieee...  whole family went to Matthan together... It's a Fish Market.... oh gosh... i saw pos malaysia and lift there.. haha.. i still remember.. XDD okie enough for that.. hehe... those two are the appet...

argghhh.. after my birthday... woohoohooo...lol... i have a great time with my parents.. but my brother always go out... can't upload pictures.. maybe tonight i will upload.. yish yish ish.. the pictures all are in this phone... =.='' and today is his brithday... haha.. i stop episode 3 awhile because  want to make a birthday video..XD sorry for the delay.. now i will do episode 3... really delay very long.. >_<|| i know how is the story already for episode 3... Jacylin will be going to start her current life.. since i have no more ideas.. lol.. just kidding.. =P i have many ideas.. but not sure how to arrange it... errr... maybe i should do one by one.. okieeeess.. got to go.. will blog soon.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BROTHER..^O^

Don't think that I don't have friends, I will be emo like S.H.I.T... == if i don't have friends, i still will alive.. i won't die or kill myself.. i am not stupid... if a boy break up with me.. and i am so heartbroken.. i also won't die or kill myself... these kind of things are so stupid... immature and innocence... never thing about others.. being selfish... that's what i hate the most... lying is a part too... i hate people who liessssss..... if you don't want to be friends with me.. i don't mind.. because it's your choice.. if your choice is wrong.. please don't come back to me, when you have problems.... go away when you don't need me... come back when you need me.. that's the worst part i don't like... =____=''' it's fake friends... friends are suppose to be happy together... share happy and sad things... the best friends are everything share together... not just when have problems.. ...

I am happy with my life now although I am still single, and I see people around has attached to their partner.. i know one day i can get also... but just that... whoever make me sad in future... i sure won't forget.. and i will always remember what you had done to me.... i don't want any sad or negative thing anymore... i just want to be happy now... i only live once.. so i want to be happy.. if you want to be with me, then promise me yes.. if not... don't start it.... know what i meant??? think properly.. if you want to be friends with me... then say yes forever.. if not.. no forever.... i had hurt badly last year.. i had terrible last year... so this year.. i don't want anything bad happen... i hope everyone can understand me.. sometimes we argue... got reason... but why we have to be separated??? am I right??? why you have to be selfish and don't want to friend me anymore??? don't you think yourself is selfish??? yea. i know huma...

Sometimes... I really don't understand... don't understand what people wants.... especially my family.... mummy told me yesterday.. she said like this... ' Alicia chose her favourite course and now she is success' 'what about you??? so stupid, everytime failure' ' i don't know what you are thinking... know how to play only' these words.. seriously break my heart into pieces... seriously.. very sad, if mummy tell me like this... i just keep quiet and listening to music.. ignoring your words... you don't understand me... i love music so much... whenever i talk about music.. and i to do it.. you scold me.. you said no future... if you said no future.. then what about those singers or actor/actress out there??? is not i want to be singers or actress... it's just my passion of music... i love music very much... why you just can't let me choose my favourite course??? doesn't mean that i choose music, i will fail for ...