my life is happy, but don't think is fully happy

i know what I am doing in my life...
yayaya... just only i went one of my friend's account..
damn it... i suddenly saw his profile.. =___=''
couldn't control and see... yorrrr...
i thought i can forget him...
why i cannot forget him de..... =____='''''''
he don't love me already... why my heart still like rock.. like stone de...
aiyoooorrrrr... i really want to crack my heart until pain pain...
really pain until cannot feel... =___=''''
why larh.. one year jor...
please larh.... God please help me.....=(
he said forget him..... i want but why still cannot...=___='''''''''
what should I do???
should I remove the mutual friend or not???
please help me.. if i still love him... i will not find a new boyfriend... =_=
i am serious.......
aaarrrggghhhh..... *pissed off*.. lol..
hehe.. just kidding.. lol...

well.. i want to make episode 4 already...
by the way i got put his name.... goshhh....
it's... the main actor.. start with the letter 'R'...
hope no one knows. xDD....
i just can't stop loving him....
hmmm....


*speechless*.....