life is so tough... ='(
so hard to forget the person you love in your life.. i think my 3rd relationship is true love... but i have to let it go because i know i has no more chance. =''( what i can do now is to cry and move on... cry as much as i can to release all my emotions... next time, if i have any problems, i will not tell my parents and my brothers anymore... i will settle by myself... because i don't want to be a troublemaker anymore.... i just keep in my heart.... silently tell my best friend only... usually i tell my best friend, but we long time no contact, that's why we feel not really close anymore.. =''( if i know earlier this problem will occur, i should tell her... then i can take her advise.. but it's too late.. what i did, i have really really regretted... =''( i am serious.. there is no more chance anymore.... maybe next life, got chance.. but this life no more chance anymore.. because i don't want anything to happen again if this...