it is very tough life now
this few days i did not talk and spend time with you.. i miss you so much.. i do not know what happen about you.. i cannot say out here.. just between us.. i know it is a secret... but, is it... you want to study until aim your graduate ( as you wish ) ??? i still confuse what you want to do now... the problem now is you know, i worry you go back so late... i worry i worry i worry... i know you will not read my blog here.. but i telling you, i want to study until diploma only because i want to go there stay with you.. no one can help me anymore.. i did asked my parents.. i want go there.. they just hurt me.. they do not get what i want.. they always against me.. hurt me so badly.. so when my diploma finish.. and graduation done.. i will go to Penang and continue my degree with you ( if you want to ) this make me feel better... i know..another 1 year plus... another 4 more semesters ( 2 short semesters ) ...................................................................................