10.38pm
now is my semester break... for semester 4.... it's been one year plus... hmm... let me think properly what i should do for this new coming semester... i want to change my life totally... what should i do??? sometimes i want to meet feng shui to see my destiny in my future... should i go??? i want to know who i will be with.. who is my future boyfriend and husband..lol i want to know how is my life next time.. will be rich or poor??? and many more things... xD eyy.... now raining o.... i still need to do something... hmm... quite sleepy de... should i just straight send him the letter then block him??? i block him because i scare he will block me again.. whatever lar.... i just want to enjoy my SINGLE life now... i want to be different.... single is better... no hurt.... no argument..... relationship is very conflict... you know... sure got misunderstand and all those things.. sad.. what to do... =( now in this world, life changed... well.... i just waiting for n...