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do you know why i say i am lonely? ='(

i say i am lonely... why??? i never simply say... really... if you come across my life, then you will know.. why i want you so much??? everyday, my daddy do his own things like doing housework,sleeping and watching tv.. he like don't really care about me.... just sometimes come in to my room and say what i am doing...then close the door.. or sometimes want to go out, just ask me whether want to go or not... mummy leh, she works part time job, then come back, she always say she is tired and wants to sleep... and do housework somemore... then after finish all the work at home, she go to bed already.. sometimes only come my room and talk with me.. but she never want to know my problem wan... ='( she always talk to me other people's problems... if i say out, she will scold me...if i say out, she don't like.. how leh?? so i just listen lor... but i really cannot stand sometimes... she always say this and that... but a little bit also not my problem.. is other peopl...

i couldn't stand it anymore ='(

why do some couples get along together then when they break up like nothing happen??? both of them can be happy... like no feeling like that... why i cannot be like this???=''( so long already i still have the same feelings... i don't know when only my heart can cure... very uncomfortable with my life now... i could not stand the feelings and pressure... ='( why must people treat me like this??? i never do anything wrong also.. ='( although now i am studying... i can focus...but my heart very pain... really hard to breath... and today morning i don't know why i came to my room keep crying.. all of the sudden crying.. i also don't know what happen to me... ='( why like that one.... who can tell me??? who can heal my heart??? i want someone heal my heart, then i can release a bit... why my 19 years old life so bad de??? =''( is it my luck for this year very bad??? ='( i don't want... ='( why like that wan.... i did w...