i couldn't stand it anymore ='(

why do some couples get along together then when they break up like nothing happen???
both of them can be happy... like no feeling like that...
why i cannot be like this???=''(
so long already i still have the same feelings...
i don't know when only my heart can cure...
very uncomfortable with my life now...
i could not stand the feelings and pressure... ='(
why must people treat me like this???
i never do anything wrong also.. ='(
although now i am studying...
i can focus...but my heart very pain...
really hard to breath...
and today morning i don't know why i came to my room keep crying..
all of the sudden crying.. i also don't know what happen to me... ='(
why like that one.... who can tell me???
who can heal my heart???
i want someone heal my heart, then i can release a bit...
why my 19 years old life so bad de??? =''(
is it my luck for this year very bad??? ='(
i don't want... ='(
why like that wan.... i did what wrong???
tell me!! what i do wrong???
if i tell mummy daddy and my 2 brothers sure they scold me de...
they sure ask me don't think..
they don't know my feelings...
i don't want to think anything anymore..
i just want to concentrate in my studies... ='''(
very distracting... =''(
i don't want be like this.... i want release everything...
but how??? ='''(
anyone please tell me~~ ='''(

i could not stand my feelings anymore...
i am getting more thinner and thinner...
no mood to eat... just sit and do my work and sleep.. ='''(
i don't want life like this... really very lonely and painful.. =''''(

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