do you know why i say i am lonely? ='(

i say i am lonely...
why???
i never simply say... really...
if you come across my life, then you will know..
why i want you so much???
everyday,
my daddy do his own things like doing housework,sleeping and watching tv..
he like don't really care about me.... just sometimes come in to my room and say what i am doing...then close the door.. or sometimes want to go out, just ask me whether want to go or not...
mummy leh, she works part time job, then come back, she always say she is tired and wants to sleep... and do housework somemore... then after finish all the work at home, she go to bed already.. sometimes only come my room and talk with me.. but she never want to know my problem wan... ='(
she always talk to me other people's problems... if i say out, she will scold me...if i say out, she don't like..
how leh?? so i just listen lor... but i really cannot stand sometimes... she always say this and that... but a little bit also not my problem.. is other people's problem... she never want to know my problem..how i feel she does not care.. ='( how can..~~ she only will ask what am i doing and who am i talking to in facebook... i just say doing my work and talking to my friends lor... Min Min and other friends lor..usually i talk to Min Min when i feel i lonely..... unless she needs to do her assignment, i don't disturb her..
then my 2 brothers leh...my eldest brother always go out and when come back, he straight sleep.. i want to talk with him also cannot... ='( then when he wakes up, he needs to complete his work...like no time can spend time with him...
my another brother leh.. when i talk to him also he never answer wan... somemore he will say all those words make me feel more angry and sad... better don't talk with him right??? then i talk to him also he always interrupt me.. like don't let me talk with him...always i need to listen what he talks... then when i got problem... when i tell him.. he will just tell me... don't care and do my things.. how can don't care if i got problem??? he also just say leave it... how can...~~ ='(
then my friends leh... they always in their own group... most of them come from same school during high school.. except me... ='( i am the only one who are totally different... and also i cannot speak chinese fluent... sure my friends don't like to mix close with me lor... ='( i learn...i got learn.. but when i talk, it is very weak... not like english.. i can talk fluent and understanding...
is like everyone don't care my feelings... like leave me alone... ='(
sure i need someone who is beside me right??? ='(
someone who i can share my problems and make me happy...
always spend time with me...
do you know what i am doing now actually???
from morning until now evening, i keep doing my work...
no one here with me.. no one talk with me...
i feel really very lonely...
no one understand my feelings...
i don't like lonely and alone life... ='(
really very sad...
that's why i show you how i feel...
not i want to make you angry...
you all never pity me... ='''(
you all don't know how i feel... ='''(
only think your feelings... how can you all do this to me...
i never do a big sin to you all... why want to punish me until so serious... ='''(
i am a girl... i need to be pampered.... somemore i am the youngest... why can't you all understand my feelings a little bit...???
don't talk about other people... if want to with me, then talk about us only...
don't involve other people... ='''(