i really don't know what to do for this semester break.. but i know that i must read my resit notes back.... it's just that i don't want this to happen but it did happen... i wondered... some people don't have boyfriend... and when i tell them, i still cannot forget the boy i like.. i really did miss him... they just told me that, ' if I am you, I will forget him already' but let me ask you something.. you didn't experience boyfriend before... so you don't know the feeling... i am like your condition too... i told my friends.. if i am you, i will forget him already... boys and girls are different... majority descent girls cannot forget the one they really love... i don't kno how to change my life.. but i am just pretending... i hope that i can finish this course very very soon.. i don't want this environment anymore... i want to change.. change into different world... i hope God is helping me.... anyways.... i have things to...