message to my dear....
dear, i feel so lonely without you... can you forgive me ma??? i have realize... please give me another chance... i don't know what you think and feel now, but.... i really sorry... if you really don't care and hate me... then i sure hate myself forever.. how can i do such a thing to my bf...='( just to tell you... i deserve it... but i really really sorry to you... i even send letter and use up my money... i know... i'm stupid... i will never understand on what i do until you do this to me... now i realize... what you did to me now... you leave our group, and remove our pictures... i only realize that how important are you to me... i send you cj7, i hope you like it... i don't know when i can send you, but...now.... i send you because i am sending pos laju... i know you care me so much but i never appreciate.. like that i said.. i will change... i'm serious... and my birthday is coming... i want you be with me...okey ma??? how i wa...