moody ='(
this few days don't know why so moody... keep dreaming the same thing.. ='( haizz..don't know what to do with my life now... already half a year... another half a year is happy new year already...so fast o.. i want back that new year... that someone wish me happy new year... ='( i miss the moment we are together... i still cannot accept why this person treat me like this... ='( if i get a new person next time, will it be different or same?? i am scare...really scare... ='( i don't want get hurt again... T_T my heart now still pain....no one knows... because i don't want to express out already.. the more i express, the more worst the condition... especially my mother... she always mention back the past.. ='( i really don't like la... if i know, i don't want to let her know.. she keep digging me...and i have to say.. because of my emotions..she knows that.. haizzz..next time have to keep deep deep inside.. no matter what hap...